Saturday, March 14, 2009
Im confused, sad, frustrated, angry, and lost.
I feel that even my closest friend dosen't understand me.
Someone once said that the problem lies with me.
I admit. It is me.
But after i thought about it.
It's not only mE.
That's why I've decided to transfer school.
I can't stand it anymore.
All the stress that is building up inside me is causing me to break down till I'll cry in the middle of the night.
Maybe I cant be who I am with people who said they understand me but they don't.
Im starting to hate who I am.
Oh yes before I forget.
Everytime a question in the composition ask me to write about "Unexpected incident that happen in my life"
I finally found the answer to it.
I've seen the true nature of that person.
the beauty exposed ;
Thursday, October 23, 2008
BOO!IM dam high now.
TH Clique when to SENTOSA!
SO dam cool!
We took dam alot of pictures.
Oh ya and I saw my primary school mate.
Haha so funny.He hasn't change.
Anyway, we walk to siloso beach.
Rachel and I so dam high.
Over the waves and the sand.
We took lots of pictures on footprints.
Oh ya we even wash our legs with sea water^^
We have to hop back and fro haha!
Harlina and Zoey took lots of bimbo pic.
Me too. THERE IS one whith me showing my sexy body >.<
haha!
Anyway, as promise I post in my blog about the outing.
Haha anyway we all went to the bus stop to go home.
Rachel went off first.
Then Harlina bus came just behind is my bus.
So we all left leaving zozo behind.
Haha! Poor Zozo look so loner.
Anyway, so dam funny la we were so horny.
I'll post the pictures once I got it.
sleepypig signing off
(Tomorrow's the Nco camp briefing >.<)
the beauty exposed ;
Wednesday, October 22, 2008
Yo! It's been quite long since i last post.
Anyway exams are finally over!
I did not get into the top 10% of the whole cohort!
I feel so sad.
Anyway.We are will be choosing the subjects to take next year.
Which means most of us will be seperated.
But no worries! I'll still love u all.
Except for some...
Harlina,Rachel,Zoey and Trixia I said except for some.
So dun think the wrong DIRECTION.
Anyway I dun know wad to do.
I have the NCO camp coming up soon!
Im practicing at home how to spin.
But it was horrible.
It rained today. I cant practice.
HoOWHOW?HOW?
Im dying la.
Tomorrow I have to promote the school.
I scared I miss the time for the choosing of subjects.
WADS MORE!
I DUN WANNA MISS THE CULTURAL THING!
Its quite fun then wad I have expected.
I tot it would be boring. But its fun.
All my designs are related to nature.
Bamboo and FLOWERS!
I think I am a expert in drawing flowers la.
Almost everything I draw is flower.
I have 1 layer flower to 2 to 3.
Aiya i think I talking rubbish now.
Anyway thats all.
Psst!My bed died case already!
sleepypig signing off.
(HOW? NCO CAMP IS LIKE 12 DAYS AWAY!)
the beauty exposed ;
Tuesday, September 23, 2008
LALALALALALA...
ppl today i dun know why.
Im so tired.
anyway I dun know wad to talk about...
oh ya i created a tongue twister.
"The doodler is doodling on the doodler's doodling board"
Yup how is it?
can ur say it fast?
I cant...
anyway today super tired.
my appetite haven improve much yet.
its still the same.
i think tomorrow i will be even more tired.
cuz im sleeping lesser and lesser each day.
i think im going to sleep now...
My room is super hot!
My air-con is spoilt.
For dunno how many months.
i use two fan still not enough.
still very hot.
maybe its cost of my high metabolism rate.
haha.
okay thats all
sleepypig sleeping on her beloved soft bed.
With lots and lots of pillows on it.
"Very hot!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!"
signing off
the beauty exposed ;
Monday, September 22, 2008
OKay hi ppl...
Its sotong day for me today.
Im dam sotong la...
I was so blur...
Anyway today I found out alot of bad stuff. =(
1 of the anime just ended the series.
3 of my anime the second season is airing only in October.
5 of my anime is progressing so slowly that i have to wait for 1 week for 1 episode.
1 of my anime is pushed back for like two weeks.
9 of my anime the manga is not out yet.
Which means I will not get to know anything before the anime show!
theres still many more but cant seem to remember.
Which means no anime for my exam period!
Wad the hell! I dun think I can survive.
Anyway finally I realize how sotong i am.
I went back home with Trixia and Amirah.
Normally they are the ones who seemed to understand what im talking whenever im talking nonsense and some retarded stuff...
However today Im so siao that they dun even understand!
And I told Trixia to see my blog cuz I post something.
She said back to me ya I will see after I get my new com...
i totally forgot that her com was spoilt!
Silly me...
Anyway
Im so tired today.
I yawn like 10 times I guess.
I think Im gonna take a nap soon or maybe just skip dinner and sleep straight tilll morning.
Talking about dinner....
Nowadays I've been eating really super little then my normal days.
Normally I would eat recess, after school, at home for lunch, some snacks, then dinner.Sometimes I would drink something after dinner like apple juice.
But now I only drink milo during recess, eat something like a burger for lunch and like only soup,rice and veg for dinner.
Seriously something is wrong with me.
And I dun get hungry that easily!
I dun know whats wrong but im happy.
However I seem more tired then usual...
Anyway I hope Rachel ur thumb will feel better^^ Hope the nail wont come off.
Exam is around the corner so I hope it heals!
Okay thats all...
sotong girl signing off.
( Yawn time for bed)
the beauty exposed ;
Friday, September 19, 2008
PPl hi! its been super long since i've posted something on my blog.
Anyway I guess I will pick out some interesting facts that have happen between my last post and this.
okay first there was this wind which keep on blowing my hair like some crazy girl!
I was so pissed!
Sy: i will fight the wind
Rach:How u fight? U still have to fight using wind.
Harlina: Exactly...
Zozo: *laughs*
Sy: Oh! Then I will win the wind using my wind.
Haha! its very confusing rite?
Heres the second one.
During chinese lesson, we were doing this chinese comprehension about this person mistook someone as the taxi driver.
Then Rachel ask me...
Rach:How to call the person? Taxi or the driver.
Sy:Taxi driver...
okay both of them is a bit lame...
Oh ya...Next... I've passed by some romantic lines these feel days.
From literature there is this line.So dam romantic!
"She did not know.How could she know.That he was trying his best to listen just by staying on."
Another one i created^^
Trix:Okay bye. Dun miss me.
Sy: I will NEVER ever never miss you.
oh yeah thats all. I guess even though there are others but I cant post if not I will be in deep shit...
Opps before I forget...My sis bought a Gu Zhen.
I get to play^^
She should buy her clarinet instead of Gu Zhen...
But clarinet is more expensive...
okay theres nothing else to say.(even though there are tons i want to post)
sleepypig says goodbye^^ *waves*
the beauty exposed ;
Saturday, July 19, 2008
OMG!
I cut my hair...
AND IT SUX LIKE SHIT!
I look so round...
I look like a freako...
I look like a weirdo...
I look like some irritating person...
I look like a *no description- dunno wad to write*
Wad the hell!
I feel like dying....
Dunno whether can tie up my hair a not...
I think should be can...
Omg!
I dun feel like going to the Magic Box...
Cuz of my hair...
But I have to go...
Omg! i feel like dying rite now...
I want my hair back!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
the beauty exposed ;
